I had to put this book on hold. That’s how popular it still is. If you don’t put a note on it, no way of getting it through the library! On the day I picked it up, my eyes were lit up. I literally couldn’t wait to read it. And this memoir is set to be one of the most successful ones of all time. More than 10 million copies have been sold worldwide.
It seems so contradictory to be a feminist and be so interested in what a First Lady has to say. After all being a First Lady is the epitome of patriarchy. You’re literally earning this role by being married to the US President. And isn’t the meaning of marriage rooted in patriarchy? How equal are partners within a marriage as we know it? It’s a fact that most women who are married and have kids won’t work full-time while their partners do. As society is still deeply rooted in patriarchy, marriage can’t be completely equal yet. No matter how hard we try. As we live in this society of ours, where we’re penalised for being a woman, then for getting married and then for getting pregnant, marriage will mirror this. But I’m going off on a tangent.
At the same time, she was the first black lady to be First Lady. Michelle Obama’s memoir is her truth about love, politics and life as a black woman in the US. It’s well-written, but not revolutionary. Michelle grew up in Chicago’s South side, even back then not a particularly wealthy, but not quite the dangerous area yet it became to be known as either. She describes her neighbourhood as middle-class and racially mixed. Her parents worked hard to make sure that she and her brother had a better future. Literally all they spent their money on was their kids. They lived upstairs at Michelle’s great aunt’s Robbie’s place, an apartment probably designed to be for the in-laws, not a flat for a family of four. The stories Michelle shares are interesting and tell a tale of a childhood in poverty but blessed with a big, loving family and a lot of care. It’s the kind of story you hear quite often when you listen to people who worked their way up. They started off with not so much, worked hard and rose up the ranks. It’s the kind of story everyone likes to read because it bestows hope. It’s the tale of the American dream.
Her memoir or her story as Michelle likes to tell it isn’t particularly racial. There is an instance where Craig, her brother, is inspected by a police officer just because of the colour of his skin and because he was riding a new bike. Michelle was well aware that her skin colour made her more vulnerable. The school and the neighbourhood were getting less white from year to year. Friends were leaving and moving to the suburbs, too. One day, Michelle and her family branched out into the suburbs to visit one of the families that had left. It was mainly a white area. They had parked the car at the curb, and when they left their friends’ house in the evening they discovered a line across the side of the car, that had been scratched with a key or a rock. Michelle also discusses code-switching; how her identity was questioned by a cousin because she talked like a white girl. This specifically also came up, when her husband was campaigning.
But the truth is, this is how far it goes. Michelle does cover some of the media abuse that was nothing else than racism she had to experience during the campaign and as a First Lady, but it all stays within the lines. An article about the book I read said “Becoming… establishment”. And this is what she is and in a way wanted to be. She wanted to become a lawyer, earn a good salary and do well. She was a “box-checker.” Her time at Princeton, then Harvard Law School, Ivy League education. The six-figure salary – it was all so results-driven, check box a, then box b and then c and you’re successful, right? Michelle achieved a lot but seems oblivious to her own privilege. To her that she had been able to go so far, means that everyone can go as far. But that’s ignoring the institutional racism. It’s ignoring the inequality that is inherent in our society, in politics and in the business world. You can only go high, when they go low when you’ve already reached a certain level.
Empowerment is important, and it is needed. But to pretend that this is the only way out? The only way of distinguishing yourself from others, plays into the narrative that things aren’t so bad. The status quo does not need to be changed, we have to change ourselves to find fulfilment and justice. Now, that might apply to a rich woman who has more than her share of means to play cards with and participate. But the average poor, black woman who suffers from racism, patriarchy and poverty, faces a Sisyphus punishment. Why would you buckle under gravity?
Michelle does call Trump out on his racism and misogyny. Still after his election, she holds on to the believe that everything wasn’t lost. Being resolute and pointing in the direction of progress was essential. Not judging the political system, she just hoped more had gone out to vote. We need to ask ourselves; did America really leave racism behind when it elected Barack Obama in 2008? Or did his election just prove, that if you played into white supremacy and assimilated hard enough, then even a black man could succeed within the system? Even though we’re not even talking about an African-American man. Barack Obama’s ancestors weren’t even slaves. He doesn’t have much of a connection to the African-American history like Michelle Obama does. But apart from this, is it worth having a black President if he’s only allowed to act within the system that is so flawed and failing its future generation every single day?
I did like the personal bits about how Michelle and Barack had to go to therapy to understand each other better. If great communicators like that need a mediator to get along, well, doesn’t everyone need it in one way or another? But I was hoping for more reflection on the system and how it is serving only a few. And it’s not that she denies that. Michelle focused on delivering what has worked for her in life, but it’s an ideology that needs to be questioned. All of us walk their paths within their continuum of time. As a “box-ticker” she’s certainly got further than she had ever anticipated. Well done, Michelle! But I was expecting more. Even though the Obamas have proven to be part of the system by staying within, I was hoping for more from the first black First Lady. At the end, who am I to judge her? I am not doing that. It must have been incredibly hard to stay composed with what the media and Republicans were dishing out. When they go low, we go high. Do you even have another chance of succeeding as a black American in the current US? No, you don’t. But is it favourable? As honest this book is in some places, it could have been more in other places. The tale of the American dream has become a legend, and it will be no more until the system changes.
I did enjoy reading the book though. I don’t have to agree on everything with the former First Lady to appreciate her opinions and views. I enjoyed listening to her voice.